Thursday, July 19, 2012

7 July


It was beautiful and absolutely perfect, I couldn’t believe that he  came up with this, he was more romantic than I thought. The time stopped for a moment...
"Hey...” He said looking at me. I could see in his eyes that there was something wrong.
“What is it?” I asked unsure.
“There is something I need to tell you that I’ve wanted to say to you for a long time now… and it’s been killing me. So... here it goes.” I stood there for a second... “I can’t believe I’m doing this.”
“What is it?...” I felt my heart begin to skip.
"… I love you. I have for a long time… I just never got the chance or rather...I was way to scared to tell you. I don’t want this to change us... and I’m not looking for you to say it back... I just I can’t keep going without telling you this, cause it will  make me sick...” He stopped  and simply looked at me. I did not  know what to do or what to say.
“…” I was in shock.
“Like I said I’m not looking for you to say it back, I just want you to know.” He flashed me a smile and slowly turned around.
I stood there petrified. What was this going to do to us? Would it change everything? Of course it would, I was just too afraid to see it clearly or even think about it. I began to walk and I started to realize that this whole time somewhere inside of me I had feelings for him too, I had just repressed them. I was scared but, I guess it’s true that you do fall for your best friend. I looked up and he was waiting for me, all of a sudden I was running. He saw me and began to walk my way and.... and in an instant I was holding and kissing him.
“I love you.” I said with a smile stretched across my face.
I could see in his eyes that he was astonished yet as happy as could be. That amazing night I will forever remember because it was the happiest day of my life

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