What's left.

Go ahead and rip my heart its not there anymore tough..what you'll find its an empty hole with broken pieces of broken glass that turns to dust and wind and chaos, rain and disguised shadows, not even stone even that its gone now nothing left to hurt or love, to stab or betray, to need or not, i am a lonely warrior... - M.Filip

Endless Love

     Jackie Chan - Endless  Love




Release me from this mysterious waiting
the stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.
Believe me that my heart has never-change
waiting a thousand year, You have my promise
No matter how many cold winter have passed
I will never let you go.

Now hold my hands, and close your eyes
Please think about the days when we were in love.
We loved each other too much, it caused us such pain
We can’t even say “I love you”

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it’s painful, I won’t leave.
Only your tenderness can save me
From the endless cold.

Let the love in our hearts
Become a blossoming flower
We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

We never forget our promise.
Only true love follows us
as we travel through the endless space and time.

Love is the only myth that exist in the hearts that never change.

7 July

It was beautiful and absolutely perfect, I couldn’t believe that he  came up with this, he was more romantic than I thought. The time stopped for a moment...

"Hey...” He said looking at me. I could see in his eyes that there was something wrong.
“What is it?” I asked unsure.
“There is something I need to tell you that I’ve wanted to say to you for a long time now… and it’s been killing me. So... here it goes.” I stood there for a second... “I can’t believe I’m doing this.”
“What is it?...” I felt my heart begin to skip.
"… I love you. I have for a long time… I just never got the chance or rather...I was way to scared to tell you. I don’t want this to change us... and I’m not looking for you to say it back... I just I can’t keep going without telling you this, cause it will  make me sick...” He stopped  and simply looked at me. I did not  know what to do or what to say.
“…” I was in shock.
“Like I said I’m not looking for you to say it back, I just want you to know.” He flashed me a smile and slowly turned around.
I stood there petrified. What was this going to do to us? Would it change everything? Of course it would, I was just too afraid to see it clearly or even think about it. I began to walk and I started to realize that this whole time somewhere inside of me I had feelings for him too, I had just repressed them. I was scared but, I guess it’s true that you do fall for your best friend. I looked up and he was waiting for me, all of a sudden I was running. He saw me and began to walk my way and.... and in an instant I was holding and kissing him.
“I love you.” I said with a smile stretched across my face.
I could see in his eyes that he was astonished yet as happy as could be. That amazing night I will forever remember because it was the happiest day of my life

I mar adel, i amar nu.
Raid evyr a phadad .
 Trî dhúath, nan rîw môr nalú
Ir sílar in elenath bain.
Hîth a dúath, fân a dû!
Bain pelithar, pelithar bain.

Quenta Sillimarion – Of Beren and Luthien

He chanted a song of wizardry,
Of piercing, opening of treachery,
Revealing, uncovering, betraying.
Then sudden Felagund there swaying,
Sang in answer of song a staying,
Resisting, battling against power,
Of secrets kept, strength like a tower,
And trust unbroken, freedom, escape,
Of changing and of shipting shape,
Of snares eluded, broken traps,
The prison opening, the chain that snaps,
Backwards and forwards swayed their song.
Reeling and foundering as ever more strong,
The chanting swelled, Felagund fought,
And all the magic and might he brought,
Of Elvenesse into his words,
Softly in the gloom they heard the birds,
Singing afar in Nargothrond,
The sighing of the Sea beyond,
Beyond the western world, on sand,
On sand of pearls in Elvenland,
Then the gloom gathered, darkness growing.
In Valinor, the red blood flowing,
Beside the Sea, where Noldor slew,
The foamriders, the stealing drew,
Their white ships with their white sails,
From lamplit heavens. The wind wails,
The wolf howls. The ravens flee.
The ice mutters in mouths of the Sea.
The captives sad in Angband mourn,
Thunder rumbles, the fires burn-
And Finrod fell before the throne.

Chaos.

Discutie intre doi baieti:
- M-am despartit de ea.
- De ce?
- E doar.. prea mult pentru mine.
- Ce vrei sa spui? Cu ce-a gresit?
- Pai pentru inceput e obsesia pentru cum arata. Mereu sa arate bine, ii ia o vesnicie sa se imbrace. E nesigura…
- Deci i-ai frant inima doar pentru ca voia sa-ti mentina interesl? Sa-ti arate ce fata ai langa tine?
- Mda… oricum devenea stresanta. Ma suna toata ziua ca unde si cu cine sunt, sa nu beau, sa nu fumez. Ma enerva…
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca ii pasa de tine? Pentru ca nu vrea sa te piarda?
- Pai… mereu plange daca zic ceva siropos sau la un film. E prea sensibila, omule.
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca are sentimente? Pentru ca voia sa te auda cum ii spui ca o iubesti?
- Ei bine, devenea repede geloasa. Nu puteam nici sa vorbesc cu alte fete, trebuia sa ma ascund de ea.
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca voia sa fi doar al ei? Credea ca esti de incredere, dar tu ai mintit, iar ea putea afla mai tarziu si putea sa sufere mai mult. Ea isi dorea doar ca baiatul pe care ea il iubeste sa o iubeasca doar pe ea.
- Dar…
- Te-ai despartit de ea pentru ca e prea buna pentru tine? Pentru ca iti voia doar binele? Ea e terminata acum pentru ca tu esti egoist. Mandru?
- I-am frant inima pentru ca.. nu stiam ce se intampla. Ce se intampla cu mine, frate?
- Ai pierdut fata care te-a iubit cum niciuna nu o va mai face. Vezi? Tu nu ai vrut-o pe ea, dar ea te-a vrut doar pe tine.

Shinigami

And Death came to him and said: how many hearts you broke, how many souls you shattered from the very edge of life ?
No heart i broke nor soul i shattered he said.
Then Death said to him: Then i cannot touch you. For now, but listen to me closely i will watch you, one mistake and i shall take your soul to the inferno and shall make you suffer for eternity, but don't think i will let you live happy your heart and soul will be broken and shattered in small pieces of dust until nothing remains in you but hate and sorrow, your closest friends will betray you, every single person will ask for your life but you wont be able to give it, because it's my and i shall be the only to take it from you.
I will endure then, i will let my heart be broken my soul be shattered until nothing remains but listen closely to me Death! I won't give up on my believes no matter how many things you will do to me. And in the end, i will be the one to come for you! - By Chrono The Sinner