Chaos.

Discutie intre doi baieti:
- M-am despartit de ea.
- De ce?
- E doar.. prea mult pentru mine.
- Ce vrei sa spui? Cu ce-a gresit?
- Pai pentru inceput e obsesia pentru cum arata. Mereu sa arate bine, ii ia o vesnicie sa se imbrace. E nesigura…
- Deci i-ai frant inima doar pentru ca voia sa-ti mentina interesl? Sa-ti arate ce fata ai langa tine?
- Mda… oricum devenea stresanta. Ma suna toata ziua ca unde si cu cine sunt, sa nu beau, sa nu fumez. Ma enerva…
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca ii pasa de tine? Pentru ca nu vrea sa te piarda?
- Pai… mereu plange daca zic ceva siropos sau la un film. E prea sensibila, omule.
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca are sentimente? Pentru ca voia sa te auda cum ii spui ca o iubesti?
- Ei bine, devenea repede geloasa. Nu puteam nici sa vorbesc cu alte fete, trebuia sa ma ascund de ea.
- Deci i-ai frant inima pentru ca voia sa fi doar al ei? Credea ca esti de incredere, dar tu ai mintit, iar ea putea afla mai tarziu si putea sa sufere mai mult. Ea isi dorea doar ca baiatul pe care ea il iubeste sa o iubeasca doar pe ea.
- Dar…
- Te-ai despartit de ea pentru ca e prea buna pentru tine? Pentru ca iti voia doar binele? Ea e terminata acum pentru ca tu esti egoist. Mandru?
- I-am frant inima pentru ca.. nu stiam ce se intampla. Ce se intampla cu mine, frate?
- Ai pierdut fata care te-a iubit cum niciuna nu o va mai face. Vezi? Tu nu ai vrut-o pe ea, dar ea te-a vrut doar pe tine.

Shinigami

And Death came to him and said: how many hearts you broke, how many souls you shattered from the very edge of life ?
No heart i broke nor soul i shattered he said.
Then Death said to him: Then i cannot touch you. For now, but listen to me closely i will watch you, one mistake and i shall take your soul to the inferno and shall make you suffer for eternity, but don't think i will let you live happy your heart and soul will be broken and shattered in small pieces of dust until nothing remains in you but hate and sorrow, your closest friends will betray you, every single person will ask for your life but you wont be able to give it, because it's my and i shall be the only to take it from you.
I will endure then, i will let my heart be broken my soul be shattered until nothing remains but listen closely to me Death! I won't give up on my believes no matter how many things you will do to me. And in the end, i will be the one to come for you! - By Chrono The Sinner

Myself.

And here i am again writing my soul on the paper, well literally a paper tough who was supposed to be here and read it is not. I am myself in a world full of cold hearts tough is not so bad but i can't seem to warm any it, been working hard on this but 'No' is what i get. So why its keep goin on like this, il never get it. Being myself is stupidly hard while being someone else would be so damn easy but what for, a lie ? I don't want to live a life of lie, to be someone who i never was to be the thing' others want's me to i am myself and you'll never get to understand. Im showing it like a open book open the file and start reading you'll know everything as i wont hide anything. You want to know  ? Ask. is that simple but i wonder will you accept the truth or you will want a lie ? supposing not but sometimes you do and now when i think about it sometimes i rather accept lies that truth but i wont lie, i wont do it for you or for anyone else, and when it will happen that i do it, then i am desperate to keep you. But no. That's not myself, that's someone else a shadow that entered my soul and will leave soon writing all this nonsense on the paper tough it makes sense to me wish it would make sense to you in the same way but im smiling and you know you're smiling to when reading all this stuff, why you're doing it ? You don't know its not fun what you're reading but you do for some reasons, you've been here before in same thing in same situation maybe you changed, if you did. Then you did wrong.